I had a gray mat with a handle , I think June Tailor, gave it away. I have an old Olfa that was broken and used a lot so I cut it up into smaller pieces instead of buying new smaller ones. I bought another larger Olfa and probably won't be buying anymore cutting mats in this lifetime.
I did buy a rotating Fiskar that I need to fix since it won't rotate well and keeps coming apart. Haven't really used it so can't say how it is.