Iraxy, did you ever tell you husband how you felt about the whole situation??? Did he ever say he was sorry??? Well even if he didn't you should let him know how you've felt ever since then and then apologize to him for having those "sorry" thoughts!!! You will see it will clear your heart, make you feel better and it might just make hubby realize his actions make you really unhappy. It never pays to hold a grudge and really at the end it poisons YOUR heart
Good luck!!!