Dreaming: so sorry your are having a hard time. I can say with frist hand exps. how you are feeling. I took 1 1/2 year off. I could walk in and look at me fabric and cry, if I try to sew something every thing that I try to do was wrong EVERTHING. I'm just now getting back in the room and some day's it is great, others I should have gone to bed. So all I 'm saying to you to hung in there this to shell pass.