Oh Ruth, I hear where your coming from. I do have a wonderful receipe that was given to me and only me by my 99 year old great aunt. I truly wish I could reveal it to you, but unfortunatly I was sworn never to tell. My great aunt lived to 100 years, and lived in the lake district of England. She hand taught me. When she was teaching me she even kicked my mother out of the kitchen. My first batch was so bad that they were only good for the birds. Lets just say the birds ate very well till I got the knack. In her younger days she was a pastry chef. I realize this doesnt help you, but its a great story to tell
Karen