One: I AM BACK! yeahoooooo! Two: I CAN YELL AT HER IF I WANT TO.. but.. I don't want to
she is a good friend and I value her friendship greatly. I just don't like being.. less abled. And this mental jerk is a major one. I came home couldn't think .. just couldn't place things. And suddenly it was like a light went on. OH the oil is over there! and I felt better but still.. i think I might have a long way to go and that my dear friends scares the hell out of me. I wonder if things will be gone forever or just for days.. praying its just days. oh crud. said it. phew. I am missing a big part of some blank spots. they will come, just takes time. wish honestly.. I was doing it by myself. this way I could slowly .. get it .. now I am playing guest/company and oh brother its not simple at all. and she has zero patience. like zero. crudo again.
life is sure an interesting challenge at time. I will ride through and soon this part will be over. thankfully.