Elisabrat, I think we all hit those lows from time to time. The tide will turn and soon you will embrace your stash again. Maybe it is time to clean up. I ran into the problem a while back where I had a lot of stash outside the shelves and no apparent space to put it. So I pulled my stash out, pile after pile. I refolded some, reordered a lot, restacked it all and put it away. In the process I was petting the pieces and refamiliarizing myself with what I actually have. It was like visiting with old friends. It sure gave me a boost.