Quilters Newsletter is a magazine and most places that sell quilting magazines sell it. Grocery stores, WalMart, pharmacies, Safeway - I think I have seen it all over. Maybe they were just sold out where you checked. I always get them from our library and very rarely buy it. I love looking at all the lovely quilts and reading the articles, but I don't have the skill to make most of the quilts featured in that magazine. Good luck finding it and I hope you enjoy it!