No your not the only one - I am having to do it again - I am 53 - been divorced a few years - after 28 years -he decided to file behind my back! got nothing on paper just promises HAHA- I was lost and I still am - about to start over again - only don't know where I am going from here. i can't get a job - wife and mom only doesnt look good on paper. Trying to figure where to go from here - i am living with my son, his girlfriend and granddaughter (3) but it is time to move on - my stuff is still at my sisters -going on 4 months - so I havn't even had my fabric to work with and touch LOL -been living out of 2 red bags -couldn't even do Christmas for any of my children. Hanging on by a thread - a new year - a New adventure....there seems to be no bottom and I am falling...