People who are master quilters have a special talent I will never possess. I will never be able to play the piano like some at my church but enjoy doing what I can at home. I also will never be a great cook but passable for those who come to eat. I think we each have our own special abilities and to enjoy what you do is a great thing. My kids love the doll clothes, quilts, crocheted blankets and other things that grandma makes. Why torture yourself with wanting to be something you're not. Enjoy the unique person you are, I'm sure others feel the same.