Dorrie , Don't be so hard on yourself. No one quilt is perfect , life is not perfect . Do the best you can and just enjoy sewing . There is an old saying,,, Cant see spots on a galloping horse. How I interpret that to quilting is that when you are in bed and your eyes are shut you don't see the pieces that are not perfect , BUT WHAT you do feel is the warmth from the quilt that you have made and put love into every stitch you sewed. So please be kind to yourself and just enjoy your beautiful quilts .