Please don't be discouraged, take pride in your achievements and accept this is the level You're at right now.
Im really new new to quilting and I've just registered here today. A knitting forum mentioned you and here I am.
Have you discovered the exploding box block? It's really easy. I've taken a photo of mine to show you but haven't figured out how to post a photo on here just yet.
Ill have a poke around to see if I can do it.
keep going, looks like you've got lots of encouragement on here.