First let me begin my saying I love your avatar. It's beautiful. If it's made by you, it was created by you.To be creative means to create something from what you've seen. I get my creativity from being inspired by others. I''m not that creative but it's from years of watching others. I have a sister who is so creative and doesn't realize it. Your environment helps in creativity. My sister made a quilt from a cartoon character of Snoopy sitting in a window sleeping in the warmth of the sun. Don't be so down on yourself. Finalize your design, we are anxious to see it.