Just do it. Consistent is more important than small. Quilting is an art, no two should be the same. There is just something special with a hand quilted item. Try to remember, each stitch is a stitch of love. While I am stitching, it seems my stitches are too big. After I step away for a bit, they sre perfect (in my eye). While you are checking out videos, try one more, hoopless hand quilting.