ok world I am back. I don't have much to me right now so I am not unfortunately going back to read posts. Thank you for all the words of help and encouragement. It did get the third surgery, it didn't work. The news was not great but going to another doctor for another opinion (maybe one I like more
I am not too encouraged right now but think perhaps I am over tired and need to recover from this last try. they seem to wear me out for some reason. I am thankful for all of you. I am so fortunate to have such good friends here. I know its not in person but it still counts. I truly love that. I am going back to rest some more but wanted to say hello and see if there was a world of trouble awaiting me. not one in both swaps. wow. that is a miracle. I will take a miracle right now. Yes I will. maybe two.. or is that just greedy? sigh. I am going to see if I can sneak by with one greedy wish too. wish me luck!