Barb its ok. I am thankful for all that you have done for us. Hoping you find the energy to do this again. I know its overwhelming for you to do this and then end up with .. the troubles you get. Its unfair. Next swap please ask for a donation for angel mailings if needed. you can always stuff .50 back in the envelopes if you know it all works out but wouldn't it be nice to have that up front? food for thought. Everyone would donate I know they would.