OMG. Did someone seriously write to you (Is it on the thread? If so, I missed it. I am assuming it was in a pm.) and say they thought you were in it for the "goodies" you might get????
This really upsets me. (Infuriates is a better word)
Linda, I totally understand where you are coming from. I have my own health issues that cause memory loss and brain fog. No where near what you are going through.
I can see you stepping away from this swap as one too many. You have to take care of yourself. What I find intolerable is someone attacking you. I am sending you great big, GENTLE, hugs. I am sorry anyone would say something so hurtful to you. Don't let that one (hopefully not more than ONE!) bad egg spoil your custard. Some people live to be mean.
I have never understood it. There are many, many, many folks here who love you. Just remember that.