Thank you all. You have been so sweet and caring. I think I am getting it all over again. This is crap.
I have someone who will step in for me on the next swap. This swap will continue !! I realize in life we can not make everyone happy and alls I can do is my best. I know the next swap twist is about boys. So if you already cut your fabric that is wonderful. I will not end the I Spy Swap and when I can't do it I'll find someone who can host and then take back over. What do you all think?