If you want to machine quilt try doing doll blankets and quilts (you do not have to commit to something large, but you will be able to finish without spending a lot of time and money), then you can give to any little girls you know or donate them. This is a size done very easily on any size home machine. You will be able to try different styles of quilting, and most of all you will get to practice and practice (because thats what machine quilting takes, is a lot of practice). You can also try your hand at hand quilting a doll quilt. Please remember it's not a rule that you have to like the quilting part of making quilts. If you still don't like machine or hand quilting, check to see if you can find someone that you can work with on a trade. Because not every one like every part of quilting, maybe you could do the cutting for another quilting or put the top together for a quilting and they can do your quilting. Good luck