Hi Michelle
I completely understand about April. It is a hard month for me as well. My daughter Emily was born on April 11 and passed away the following year on April 20th. April and Easter are hard times.
But I did get blessed in April my son Matthew was born a few years after Emily died. Then we added my daughter-in-law to the family and her birthday is April 22. And then there is a bonus to make April even more special. Henry my first Grandson was born on his dad's birthday April 7th!
so I hope that you can find some really good days to celebrate in the very hard month. I will be glad to share
Barb