missgigglewings, I know that when Our lives get bomgarded with sadness, negativity that if we can just reach for that special something we like to do it can really help. Just remember God is at your side 24-7. I too am going through a tough time right now. I'm trying so hard to not let this issue control me. This group and prayers keep me going. I pray that things will lighten up for you. hugs to you. Marilyn43