I moved recently, and so I'm constantly looking for things. Twice last week I spent hours looking for something, and when I found it I realized that I had looked right at it many times without recognizing it. I was so convinced that it was "lost in the move" that I just didn't see what was right in front of me. What I'm trying to say is, if you had it once, you probably still have it. Calm down and do a more methodical search. It will probably turn up in a place you already looked when you were flustered.