If my first quilt looked this good, I'd be happy dancing all over the place. Heck, if my 4th or 5th looked that good, I'd still be pleased. This has proved to be the hardest part of quilting for me. And I don't remember if anyone else has said it, but we do tend to be our harshest judges. I quilt for fun. Do the best you can (next time will probably be better, but more important is to enjoy the journey.