I feel your fear, but you can do this! Put your big girl panties on and just do it! Of course it won't be your best work, buy you will NEVER learn if you don't make yourself begin. What is that saying. " a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." ) 0r something like that. Is there anyone you know who could come and sit with you and talk you through the process while you do the work? Stay calm, get a big mug of hot tea and begin. Let us know how you are doing. In fact, report in to the group every day for a few days so you can hold yourself accountable! We will be waiting to hear from you!