Your getting there. More practice! More and more. That is what it takes. I can stipple and do spirals and butterflies and loops and hearts these days (not perfectly but close enough). Yet I had to practice each day to just achieve my stippling. Once I mastered that I moved on to another one. It takes some time to get a nice speed and stitch but well worth the effort. I always quilt my own quilts, perfect or not. I enjoy it and people love them. Keep working on it. Oh and a helpful hint, I used felt squares to practice on, then you can change out the color and practice on that same piece again. This to me was so helpfuful.