Hey! I don't have to be sleepy or tired. It seems the first of anything can go wrong for me. Like making and reading directions for a purse, garment or complex quilting block can make my brain freeze. But once I push through it step by step and understand how it goes together, I can do it ten times faster and better the next time. Make sense? I am so sorry this happened to you. But, maybe knowing others have this problem too helps you not to be too hard on yourself.