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I took the plunge. I was so sure and excited when I bought it. But am having lots of second thoughts during the waiting period to actually get it.
I've had the whole range of emotions over it tending to overthink things. It's such a huge investment. It's sad to say, but if I was going to use it to make money it would seem alright.

I know I want it. It's the whole want vs need argument. I know I'll use it. But just for donation and myself. It's probably the first time in my life when "want" won out over "need".

I sure hope it comes this week or I might just tell her to keep it.