thank you all for the comments my parents taught me to be an individual that when i do a creative project it shoud be mine and not the same as everone else if i rember right when i was in art class and we aould do a project i would try and do the same a everone mom would go on and on of how i needed to find my own creativity and so i thank god that i had parents that would encourage me to do this although it did cause fights with my parents looking back i do se they were only doing what they thought was best for me and what i thought was best for me was not alwasy amazing what we figurer out when were grand parents