Pam if you join QNN you can watch Linda Taylor videos as many times as you want, also Fons and Porter have Marylin Badger on a lot of their videos. It's on $24 for a year, best money I ever spent! Of course after watching those gals you expect to go to your machine and "just do it" because they make it look so easy! I don't think I'll get good at freehand untill I get a better machine but pantos are really nice and easy to learn. good luck