Your not alone Jazzy'sMom. I Love watching Missouri Star quilter Jennie. Your right, she makes everything look so easy and perfect. I'm in the process making my gggranddaughter (not do until June 2019) a quilt. I cut out all the squares, sides out. Sewed them together but. I can see that it's not perfect like Jennies but, once I quilt it, it will look beautiful!!