So I am beginning to feel....not even sure what at this point. I read thru what everyone is writing and feel every emotion expressed. I decided to clean out my sewing room which is small and stacked with boxes of all sorts and make it look decent and be much more functional. I am still pulling out boxes and stacking in the hall....in tiers. It is amazing how much you can actually fit into a small room. Not only am I finding everything imaginable, but things I knew I had but couldn't find. Also things belonging to others that they said, please hold onto for while for me, and its been a very long while. Guess their while isn't the same as mine. Either way, I am almost done pulling out stuff, now to reorganize and make it work with "JUST" my things. But I also am proud to say I went into Joanns yesterday and bought what I went in for and came out with nothing extra following me home. I got a magnify glass to use in my needlework, no hands needed. I have a feeling it will make my work go that much faster, at least I am hoping so. Of course when you walk in the door the first thing you see is all the "holiday" material on sale, great price, love fabric, but what was there when I came in, was there when I went out. How about that, into day 18 and still haven't purchased. What a blessing that is, seriously. For everyone out there, on the wagon or no, you are only a loser if you give up, no matter how many times you slip. Don't give up. Hugs.