Beautiful quilt Wesing. I felt the same way about FMQ but was the designated quilter for a couple of charity quilts. I found an old set of sheets at Goodwill, sandwiched them and practiced different motifs before I put them on the quilt. Lori Kennedy’s blog the Inbox Jaunt has lots of step by step tutorials for different designs. I think you’ll find some easy Xmas motifs that would fit right on your quilt. Just drawing out the designs will give you more confidence. You can do it! It’s actually loads of fun!