I agree with Feline, also, and Sephie's suggestions for machingers and supporting the weight of the quilt. Super helpful. Your pictures show a good start, I think. At some point, to feel comfortable with FMQ, you just have bite the bullet and keep going. I am sure that by the time you finish, you will like it much more. Another thing I have to keep in mind myself, is that when it is done and you are not sitting with your nose within inches of the stitching, it will look better. You have the perfect project to work on your skills. Hang in there!