Anngelanne, I'm so glad that you are here with us! You got the right idea. Today is the day we live in, so we can only do what we can do in that day. So many people beat themselves up because they can't straighten up everything in the present moment. We have to take one step at a time, and eventually things will get better.
You are an inspiration to us that you hung in there and did, and are doing, what you can do... a little at a time. Your voice is welcome here. We all need to stick together and support one another.