I am totally unmotivated. I don’t like feeling trapped at home but I am grateful to be retired on a secure pension and realize so many have it worse. The son is is sick so we go between our houses - most nights at his house. I have identical sewing machines set up at both places and no good reason I can’t sew but for now my mojo is the only thing cruising around outside. But one day it will return so I just roll with it.