Everyone, I am sorry for being absent. I cannot believe how much of a backslide I did. How do you all do it? I let myself sink so low into a depression, that I literally don't know the meaning or reasoning for getting up. Functioning. I didn't need to do a day to day because I let my husband handle . Literally everything. My days all blurred. I saw my granddaughter for the first time in 6 weeks andi was afraid I was losing my mind. I didn't recognize her. Now mind you this is a child I had everyday (except weekends) for 11 years because I was their nanny. I just drove today. First day in forever. My anxiety got the better of me. A car beside me beeped and I went into panic mode. I have had my car 5 months and just put 1000 miles on it. But that was my husband driving it the most. I will be 64 in a few weeks and feel at least 80.
Oh enough of the sad story. I owe it to you all to get my head out of my ass. Onwards, upwards and prioritize.
Last edited by QuiltnNan; 05-30-2020 at 05:52 PM.
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