Boop I am so sorry that you are struggling the way you are. I have not seen my grandchildren since Christmas and have to prepare myself to miss my oldest granddaughter's high school graduation because of COVID. So I sorta understand where you are coming from. Things get away from us. I have put gas in the car once since the end of Feb. I have been sewing to keep myself bust here at home. That has helped a great deal. I have been out to the dr. 3x's and to get groceries twice. When I saw the notice for the June post card it was the first time I set it aside to do later. I suppose I will go over and sign up for it shortly. Our world is going at a different pace of things here lately. Please take care of yourself we will all get through this one way or another. At a different pace and a different place, but we will do it.