I understand your frustration. I never completed a square in the first quilt I tried to make. Twenty years later, I took a class and finished my first quilt. If you have a fabric store near you, you could ask if they know where you could take a class. Or, find a quilting group near you so that you have someone close to help you.
Also, go to You Tube and see how they are making quilts. Not all of them are very good, but I'd suggest the one by Shabby Fabrics
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfsB...wUcVsjDxvhVBwL
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