Thanks Ladies! I think the worst part is the not knowing. I have been keeping my eyes open for other jobs just in case. Our manager was telling us that the last time they posted for contractors, they had 200 applications and they are expecting more with this economy. You are right, I have a leg up in that they know my work and I'm pretty sure they don't want to reassign 40 court cases/ contractor and have to start all over with them all. I'm also pretty sure that this would make the judges pretty crabby too!
As usual, things look better after a decent nights sleep and I'm ready to tackle another day. My plan is to brush off my resume this Friday and submit my application over the weekend.
Thanks for the support and I know so many are in much worse positions. I am blessed in so many ways!