Sometimes life Sucks! I feel your pain some of what you describe sounds like my life, no invite to Brother's wedding, blame for not helping plan it, kid's not getting along, job lay off, tears, depression. I do recommend if even for a short time you discuss this with your Dr. There is help out there. It sure helped me to get on something for a while. There will be up moments too! Chin up and smile. You know you always have us. We will be here to support you but you need to take the initiative to take care of yourself,The other things will fall into place. Good luck and hugs to you.