Kwhite, I too am so sorry for your loss. It's so darned hard.
We lost Sonia in 2017 and she only liked (used haha) me. She isn't my avatar- that's her twin sister Mabel. Sonia
was the evil twin but I miss her every single day. We've had 13 cats since we've been
married and it never gets easier to say goodbye. I also want to see them all again! They do come in my dreams
at times and I love it.
Sending you a big hug.