Juliasb -- I am so sorry for your loss. Hugs and prayers for you and your sister and all your family. As bibliostone said, be kind to yourself as you grieve. Be sure to eat well and drink lots of water. The piecing will be there when you are ready for it. I hope you can find comfort knowing that your loved ones are free from Earthly cares. Their love stays with you and they left knowing you loved them.