Sending you big hugs from me.... I think many of us can relate to what you are going through. I just want to say that when you do see your Doctor, do have your thyroid tested and your FSH (estrogen) If that is starting to fall, it will affect you in many ways. I started having all sorts of trouble, and never imagined it was menopausal syptoms. But I dont recall you mentioning it, so having a doctor check would be beneficial. Sounds like you are getting some things done that will make you feel better. Keep up the good work! And go easy on yourself. We are all collectivly sending you good thoughts and prayers!