SandraP I'm so sorry about your brother and friends. Depression is such a real and horrible thing. I don't think a lot of people can understand just how bad it can be unless they've gone through it.
Pinkflowers- thanks for your post. I also don't want to buy anything. I have some that I would call maroon maybe that I may use, also dark reds. Some look like rust and I don't really want to use them. I can't picture rust with pink!