Things will get better, I know what your going through the stress is just horrible. am going through a lot like you. also have a wedding coming up in may. that I need to go and don't know if i can bring myself to do it. have a lot of problems out of a couple of my sons and my health has been in the pits this winter. But doesn't going out to the barn, make you feel better.. I think I'd just take a quilt out there and sleep with those babies of yours. Hope you start feeling better.. it was nice today with all the sunshine. I think this winter was rough on everyone and their moods.
take care hon. Wish I was close enough to give you a hug..