I missed your earlier post, but caught it from the most recent posting of a reply. The link below may be what you're looking for. It's beautiful, comes in two sizes and is affordable ($13 as I recall). I love working on panels and quilting them in various degrees. See what they have, and please share with us when you've completed it.
I lost my daughter a couple years ago and I share your heartache. Yes, we do eventually pull it together, but it will always be a ready remembrance. Rejoice for the time you had with him. And know that I care.
Here's the link:
https://ineedfabric.com/products/rea...e-fabric-panel