Strawberry
I am so sorry to hear about all your troubles. You have been missed. I am glad you have been lurking, but it is ok if you join in the chatting more regular if you can.
I had that bad flu too the only thing that seems to help is something I learned from a holistic medical person. Fresh ginger tea. Just plop a small finger of it into some simmering water and steep a while. You smell it and drink it. It is amazing!