Quossum, LOL. There's no chance you'll make a fool of yourself. I think the biggest secret about Bonnie mysteries is that they are not as complicated as they look. She makes them look complicated by creating illusions with the piecing, but it's just basic units that you've probably already mastered. Her directions are very thorough. You just need some determination and patience, and you end up with a very impressive-looking quilt. I hope you do manage to talk yourself into it!