May his memory hold you strong. These are trying days Gwyn, do not try to be a super hero. You have so many wonderful children, grown who can help you when your shoulders grow weary. I am so sorry for your loss. I know you can come here when it gets overwhelming and you will find as much support as you need anytime day or night. Hugs, prayers and lots of love from California. You have been a friend to so many here, we are here for you too.