Well, here is the problem. It was difficult when Randy went to the hospital. Hard to hear he had cancer. Seemed impossible he would die. Too real when it happened. Systematic to plan the memorial service. Hazy to live through the funeral. Relief for it to all be over.
So, how do you get your life started again? When did I lose my ability to think and make decisions. I don't really feel hungry, but once I start I don't ever seem to get full. And to make matters worse thinking he is here or just gone to the store or taking the boys to school, keeps popping into my head. How on earth do you gracefully move into the daily living without your partner? I need some help. Gwyn