It is normal to turn around to tell DH something, think that he will be right back...set a place for him at the table... He was a big part of your day to day life and it does take a while for it to sink in that he is gone.... (((HUGS))) I agree with the grief counseling, it can help you to make sense of what you are feeling, as well as what YOU are going through...they can help you to get through the different stages of grief. Everything that you have described is normal, and you will find your way through at your own pace (((HUGS)))